HELLOVEHELLO

2008-08-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

BYE BLOG!last reply to all tags.jocelyn: haha!=D i did drink,once.my first time getting drunk! opps=x i know thats bad.i will try to control myself and be a good girl.but some juniors did mention that i quite dao leh.i know why,bcos they dont know me ma.unlike you and me.whahahah!!alicia: got time then we go luh.but first i need to work to have money!!!!dee: it's one fo my table topic. it is by ~

EVERYTHING!

2008-08-06T21:14:00.005+08:00

hey people,i am here to post.mm,let's see where should i start?i really think that it's kinda of difficult to forget someone,not liking/loving someone.for me,i tend to like someone easily,but sooner or later i found out they are just infatuation.this time round it's different.i never imagine that i can fall for someone so deeply whereby i give my all just to see him happy,doing all the things

friends

2008-08-05T20:57:00.007+08:00

when someone hurts us we should write it down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away.but,when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.learn to write your hurts in the sand and to carve your benefits in stone.they say it takes a minute to find a special perosn,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire

2008-08-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

好想你,但........没有理由打给你.

sunday.

2008-08-03T22:10:00.004+08:00

slack through the day.didnt manage to study.but spent quality time w family.mm,when can we watch money not enough2.and where's my kbox session??......"just living is not enough.one must have sunshine,freedom and a little flower."

to friend.

2008-08-03T00:09:00.006+08:00

sometimes,i think that i am very stupid. i tend to think too much,causing myself to be miserable or even teared which is unnecessary.me as a friend,dont wish my friends to be sad especially friend.i want to see you happy and be able to see you smile.me love friend.i went sentosa today w weixiong weikiat ronnie shawn travis mingyao stanley.next jocelyn bala benjamin joined us on the beach.Again,

happy(=

2008-08-01T00:02:00.012+08:00

(edited)good morning,everyone.it's 12.03am,and i'm still awake.actually it's nothing because you people out there dont sleep that early uh?lol.didnt have class this morning so decide to accompany mom to je and know what,i cut my fringe/hair.back to that xiao mei mei again.like what i've told travis,a new start uh.i think it works luh.or maybe i should say 'back to normal'.happy!dont know why but

volleyball

2008-07-29T23:40:00.009+08:00

stupid me,shouldnt let my own problem affects everything.stop my TTM illness!should look @the big picture now.everybody's attitude not so good today, i hope i wont see it during the next training.we're one family okay.you should know who you are la.mm, just take it as both side are at fault?chill people.let's just forget what had happened today uh.we,trainers have our reason to do all these

(edit)

2008-07-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

I'M HAPPY not. (smile)I CANT PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAS HAPPEN, NEITER AM I STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE IT.

残酷舞台, 好朋友 .

2008-07-27T16:28:00.005+08:00

残酷舞台. 人生就像残酷舞台，那么残酷.(cruel stage. life is just like a cruel stage, that cruel.)像兩首節拍不同的歌卻又同時被愛情合奏旋律勉強著愉快不能夠假裝快樂你心中有寬闊的天空但空氣好稀薄曾經以為等待會改變什麼你總會屬於我但是最後時間證明了你只喜歡我你說我比較像你的好朋友只是不小心擁抱著你道歉　你難過　於是我給你笑容誰在乎我的心　還會不會寂寞如果愛情是五線譜我曾希望用全音符吟唱出　愛上你　那完整的幸福但你的心沒有耳朵即使我為你唱著歌你也只　看見我哭了

SENTOSA + PROJECTNUTZ = FUN?!

2008-07-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

just came back from sentosa.mm,not that fun today.reason is because there's way to many people,like sardin in the can.haha!i only get to play around 6plus.btw,we had s&w this morning.i was suppose to wake up @530,but in the end woke up @7!then i was like "7am only ma" when my mom wake me up.laugh out loud.back to topic.today i am super off form, i should say i deprove(*spell check*) sad,almost

2008-07-25T15:45:00.002+08:00

i should start to treasure loved ones around me. you, you and you! (i know you wont read this) sorry and sorry to you, i think i attitude you yesterday. i was not feeling well and not in the right mind.i promise i will be good to you from now on(: i will treasure you as a friend. no advoiding, no nothing. love > friendship??

2008-07-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

everything changes since that day, and i predict so. but i still choose to tell you, which i dont wish to end up like this. why does it have to be this way? fake! a simple request, can you show some care and concern?tong ku,xin ku.

2008-07-23T21:18:00.006+08:00

哭笑不得.

2008-07-21T19:05:00.003+08:00

phrase of the day, "on purpose".that what i'm wna tell you.and i never regret.--------------------------------------------------------------------------chatted with WEIXIONG last night, hope you'll be all right. cheer up okay!! miss-ed today's volleyball polite against sp, but nevermind my heart's with them. mm, i think the game had somehow ended? hope they did well (: good luck for the next

2008-07-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

2008-07-16T10:22:00.001+08:00

okay, upon edric's request.EDRIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

just a simple question: "am i happy/not?"byebye, and goodnight.

2008-07-14T13:35:00.004+08:00

photos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and my love<3 and les partner-to-be.

2008-07-13T16:54:00.004+08:00

(edited)i'm happy when you're. but why do i feel sad to see you happy especially if it's because of someone else.treasure or leave?

2008-07-13T14:20:00.004+08:00

sentosa was fun yesterday, i mean overall. For the first part of the trip is zzZ, boring. i am soo looking forward to the ripcurl beach competition. jocelyn, weixiong and travis let's jiayou together! setting setting setting, muahahahah=D played till 7plus yesterday, leaving only shawn, travis, alicia, weixiong and me. ali left and we four decide to have subway. yumy! i love subway because it's

2008-07-10T14:21:00.004+08:00

training was alright, except that it rain halfway. committee talk, and i hope everything is back to normal. smile people! gave the photo cum card cum chocolate already which makes me feel good. hehe. omg, i love that photo so much. i should have develop one for myself, argh. dinner was @kap, and had mcspicy which makes me feel super guilty. 2 rounds of track and some spiking, all gone after the

2008-07-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

sorrysorry.you definitely brighten up my day somehow (:

2008-07-09T10:21:00.003+08:00

people say, when you gain something, you will lose something .but i think i lose something and gain nothing.can we even go back to how we used to be? the innocent us. the passion in volleyball is gone, and i guess it wont come back again. what's the point then?i smiled, thinking of the performance we did for bonding camp.

2008-07-09T00:03:00.004+08:00

i have alot to say, really alot alot alot more to you.before training: (=after training: )=omg, crying is like a routine to me now.part of my msn conversation.i just think everything is different after the year1s came i dont know. the committee especiallywhy cant we just remain as freshies, and all this conflict and stuff wont happenall the flashbacks.how i know YOU ALL, the training, polympics

2008-07-07T16:40:00.010+08:00

----------------------------------------------day out with girls! ---------------------------------------------------sentosa trip.

2008-07-07T16:11:00.006+08:00

Just let it go.never could imagine life withoutfrom the moment you walked into my worldnever knew how long a loving flame would burnbut losing you has forced me to learnthat we cant change the way we feel insideand every try at love never turns out rightwe both know its better if we just let it goso lets haveone last kissone last touchone last tender moment between usone last danceto our first

2008-07-04T09:14:00.006+08:00

dont feel good, life was rather screwed. thanks debra and korkor for the concern. and buddy i will be alright, dont worry. i will try to put down everything and resume my daily life, give me some time. everything will be alright after all the crying. buddy says, 'is not worth to cry for someone if he do not care about u'.time check: 2.38AM5th July 2008the day i will rememebr forever??met ger and

2008-07-03T09:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEACHER JOCELYN =Xnot fair, she's already 19 yet i'm still 17. argh.all i can say is thank you, thank you and more thank you for everything!! =D

2008-07-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

emo-tional night indeed.on the verge of crying?:(

2008-06-25T10:24:00.005+08:00

YOU! JEALOUSY KILLS!!!!!!!!!!feeling rather emo this few days. dont know why? probably because of him again ): BOOO! mood affected. i keep telling people that everything is over, but i guess it's not. not over as in the feeling for him is still there. this makes me really hate myself. people says jealousy kills, now i really feel like killing myself. wahahhah!!! (dont worry, i wont really kill

back from camp!!!!

2008-06-23T16:37:00.008+08:00

i'm back!!!!!!sorry! kind of lazy to blog due to the large number of photos =x overall, the camp is considered successful although there're some problems here and there. thanks campers, helpers and committee to make it happen (: i've learnt alot through this camp, and hope that the next camp will be better =x i will always remember this experience, all the laughter and tears we share!

CHOCOLATE + SMILE!!!!

2008-06-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

school training on wednesday, pretty alright! got to play more liao =x then dinner at kap with teammates(: today, club training. but before that, went causewaypoint to catch the chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. with felice, jocelyn, shawn and travis. it suppose to be a committee outing, but the rest are not free. it's not bad, but i still prefer the first one =x everyone thinks that prince

TAGGED BY GERVINA!

2008-06-11T00:07:00.005+08:00

Remove one question from below & replace it with your own. Tag eight people, list them down at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that they have been tagged.1) How long will you wait for someone you love?erm, not very sure. should be very long. the longest that i waited is 1year plus?2) What do you hope for now?finish my poly, get into a university and a job with high pay!! (:3)

HAPPY!!

2008-06-09T22:26:00.009+08:00

happy and satisfied!as i mention in my previous post, i sleep over at gervina's house.usual sleeping spot too! erm, slept around 5 plus and woke up @ 11plus? continued movie-ing, 'just my luck' together with my kimchi cup noodle as brunch. after which, cam-whore session!!! love to camwhore with trisomy=Dday1, 070608 saturdayday 2, 080608 sundayday3, 090608 mondaywent home @ around 2plus. bathe,

SLEEP OVER!

2008-06-09T05:10:00.003+08:00

5:10am@ gervina's houselistening to caihong by jay chou.i'm missing you, badly ):是我想太多，你总这样说。why am i not sleeping now? it's because im transferring songs from my notebook to phone. MORE SONGS!!! although im so called busy now, still im thinking of you.went kbox with ger, 2to7pm. the tapas menu so each paid 17.50 nett. (: then to jp for dinner and proceed to her house waiting for valerie to join

SHOPPING!!!

2008-06-08T00:39:00.007+08:00

suddenly, i thought of you. dont know why, had a strange feeling, pain? xintong? BUT, I PROMISE MYSELF. NEVER EVER CRY FOR YOU! i shall bestrong(When you are down to nothing ... God is up to something. 'Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who isfalling in love with your smile. ' )went shopping today!(finally lo) went with my beloved laogong, gervina. hehe=D hmmm, got three

finally, CT over!

2008-06-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

okay, shall blog before my notebook died on me or brother comes back. the battery was spoiled like thousand years ago, and now THE ADAPTER!! argh. from now on, wont be able to go online that often. bye!

不值得不值得不值得不值得 !!!!

2008-06-04T22:29:00.008+08:00

this song really depicts how i feel now. it's 不值得 by 梦飞船. the voice is kinda scary =x will make your hair stand kind. but i really really like the lyrics.不值得除了想你除了爱你hu ~我什么什么都愿意翻开日记整理心情hu ~我真的真的想放弃你始终没有爱过你在敷衍我一次一次忽略我的感受我真的感到力不从心无力继续这感情不值得我犹豫不值得我考虑不值得我爱过你这种回忆不值得我提起不值得想起不值得哭泣这段感情早就应该放弃早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹这样的你不值得我恨你不值得我为你而坏了心情我决定不为你而毁了心放弃爱你(x2)

updates!

2008-06-03T23:31:00.004+08:00

this time, i really really made up my mind. nothing gonna change my decision, I HOPE!location: living room.time: 11.32PMcurrent song: jenny by THE CLICK FIVE! wooow~just reach home from hougang sporthall, caught u19 guys match with felice, shawn and yanshuang. saw my 'ouxiang' and somebody! happy=D go figure out yourself if youre there. ha! lalalala~ erm, saw yingxuan they all there too..super

WEIXIONG!

2008-05-30T19:12:00.010+08:00

decide to post this after reading your blog post!.NO MATTER WHAT'S YOUR DECISION, YOU ARE STILL MY BROTHER! 118days and counting since i 'acknowledge' you as my KOR! amazing isnt it?! remember the first time we meet, @ the volleyball court during s&w competition. i sprained my 'feet' and you were the medi then.

EMO!

2008-05-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

it's no longer the same, never ever gonna be the same.

ELEARNING WEEK..

2008-05-28T15:35:00.002+08:00

i'm having elearning for the whole of this week. so wont be seeing me around in school. cant wait for this and next week to be over. then i'll be free(:thats all for today. bye!!

2008-05-25T14:39:00.002+08:00

eyes pain and swollen =xi realise that i cried alot recently, im just so weak. but yesterday, i really cry like mad ): i dont blame anybody but myself. I SHOUD JUST SHUT UP!

MY LIFE=VOLLEYBALL

2008-05-24T18:43:00.005+08:00

ohhhh.. totally screwed up my 'presentation' yesterday but who cares, he said nobody would fail. ha! met the rest for the collection of bonding camp's money. stayed till 6plus, and proceed to queensway with joc, fel, zt, zx and dom for the camp tee. dinner-ed @xinwang around 9plus. so sinful =x volleyball-ed this morning with fellow volleyballers today. the sun is so BIG! and very hot which

PHOTOS UP!! east coast park 190508

2008-05-23T09:51:00.014+08:00

I LOVE NO. 10!!friday, 23june200810:00am@ourspacewhen i'm gone by the click five.blogging, uploading photosas usual, i skipped pmkt lecture. feel quite bad about it, but can i do. it's a total waste of time to attend lecture but not listening. right?! i think i only attended 1 lecture, which is the first week =x business and accountancy will be having elearning week next week, meaning no school

3rd post!!!! cough!*

2008-05-21T22:39:00.005+08:00

yohoooo~ this is the third post of the day.just came back from training @shuqunsec. erm, considered quite slack. jocelyn, janice, gina and me were late like about 20min. so when we reached, only did some dig spike, then game. i think the time is too short already, and i didnt even play a real full match la. cos of internal injury! ): was trying to save a ball with jac, she fell. and in order not

LONELY

2008-05-21T17:10:00.002+08:00

totally understand the meaning of feeling lonely now. going town to collect my uniform deposit, coming back to school, waiting for lesson to start outside class, sitting in clubhouse. ALL ALONE! it's very sian, nobody to talk to.i'm not angry anymore.

REQUESTED BY GERVINA!

2008-05-21T14:07:00.002+08:00

8 things you will always bring out with you.1. bag!2. samsung F250.3. wallet.4. sony camera.5. hairclip.6. keys.7. hair accessories purse8. myself!!(:7 things you've done in the past 24 hours.1. breakfast cum lunch.2. went town to collect uniform deposit.3. msn chat with people4. sms-ing5. sleep!6. vb training7. attended lectures and tutorial6 people you think about most.1. him!.2. gervina.3.

chicken rice, mahjong, crystaljade &ecp!

2008-05-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

heyo people! here to blog.lunch-ed @zt's dad stall today with jocelyn and huat. FOC one! thanks zt's dad(= after that, to zt's house play mahjong, super unlucky, lose to the 4 of them. ohh, zx was there too. left around 530pm to meet family for post mother's day celebration at crystaljade. i want eat dimsum!!!): shop-ed for picnic stuff. egg mayo sandwich, hotdogs and nuggets should be alright ba

静静的.

2008-05-18T02:44:00.004+08:00

空气里躲着什么有点浪漫的心动我偷偷看你你也偷偷看我世界上多了什么好像变得很不同站在你身边这一切都好宽阔我还在等着你静静的爱我只要有你陪我静静的就足够你也在等着我静静的温柔就这样手牵手静静的看着天空心里面藏着什么你只想要让我懂原来我的梦也就是你的梦哦纸条上写了什么我好想要听你说让字字句句充满我们的笑容我还在等着你静静的爱我只要有你陪我静静的就足够你也在等着我静静的温柔就这样手牵手静静的看着天空永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺瞬间点亮的火花是我们的拥有我还在等着你静静的爱我只要有你陪我静静的就足够你也在等着我静静的温柔就这样手牵手静静的看着天空静静的手牵手i thought i could be strong this time,but i'm wrong.it hurts, very much suddenly.

'over her dead body!'

2008-05-17T21:05:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS UP!!! watched 'over her dead body' with weixiong @ cine on wednesday. we had couple seats! who says kor&mei cant sit couple seats =x the movie was damn funny! 90% of the time, we're laughing=D so, do angels have wings? wahaha!!( you will know if you watch the movie). then went marina sq to help the boys looked for vb shoes. we lost our way, all thanks to me. whaha!

2008-05-16T14:26:00.003+08:00

QUARRELLED WITH MY MOM THIS MORNING. ):no dinner out for the next few week. gonna be a good daughter from now on.

$%^&%$#$%^&(

2008-05-15T10:55:00.004+08:00

@#$%^%$#$%$#$%$#%^%$#$%$%^%$%^SUPER PISS OFF! I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED NOW, DONT FEEL REALLY WELL TOO. YET, THIS F****** IDIOTIC MAROON STUPID MAD SIAO CRAZY TUTOR OF MINE 'CHAO GAN' ME AND MY PARTNER. CANT HE JUST TALK TO US NICELY, A MUCH BETTER TONE. HE SOUNDS LIKE WE OWED HIM A BILLION DOLLAR. I THOUGHT I WOuld FIGHT BACK, CAUSE HE'S BEEN DOING THAT TO MOST OF THE GROUP. BUT WHEN IT'S OUR TURN

I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH!

2008-05-14T10:44:00.007+08:00

today's horoscope."The Bottom LinePatience is all you need today. What you are waiting for will come -- have faith!In DetailHave the past few days been dragging along too slowly for you? If so, then this day will probably be no different. Time feels like it's moving too slowly for you right now, but in reality you are just moving too quickly for it! So slow down the pace of your life today. If

think too much!!!

2008-05-12T23:21:00.006+08:00

shall blog before i chiong my tutorials. (:IS for 5 freaking hours today as next week we dont have lesson due to vesak day. zZ! watched a video for the first 2 &half hours, continued with a 300words write-up, group presentations and discussion on the topic, SEX! hhaha=D i shy okay?!met up with LOVEvb clique, and we're on a mission to.. shhhh! LOL. dinner at fareast ljs, ohmy.. miss it lo. proceed

sentosa again, photos, MISS YOU!!

2008-05-11T15:03:00.008+08:00

HELLO! I CHANGE MY LINK. PLEASE UPDATE. i kept it simple, with no tagboard and profile. if you've anything to tell me, leave a comment. THANKYOU!-----------------------------------------------------------------------sentosa-ed yesterday. with jocelyn, zuoting, zongxian, dominic, alicia, ron, ian/kaien, samuel, benjamin, xuejun, gary, yewhuat, aisyah. er, hope i dont miss anybody out. the weather

horoscope

2008-05-09T15:37:00.002+08:00

SCORPIO WOMEN!!A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a

):

2008-05-09T10:36:00.005+08:00

it's another friday. as usual, i skipped my pmkt lecture. feel like changing my blog again. looks like most people are either changing new links or putting theirs to private. sad! this means that i will less blogs to entertain myself =xnot really in a good mood this few days. why? something i dont wish to happen MIGHT happen again. ohman! waiting for you to online... ):pmkt tutorial in 20 mins

randon thoughts..

2008-05-04T13:45:00.003+08:00

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes

another boring day.

2008-05-03T19:34:00.003+08:00

back to post again. i admit i'm a lazy bum too! =X lazy to leave the house, except for dinner downstairs. took a nap this afternoon, which means that i slept for more than 12 hours today. haha! lazyPIG! tutorials and elearning not done.. omg! so bored. someone please please date me out!! superhero movie or iron man, anyone?i'm feeling a lil bit confused lately. am i happy?

skipped sentosa.

2008-05-03T13:01:00.006+08:00

force to play mahjong with my family last night. i lose =x and was suppose to meet the rest @10 @harbourfront station. i already pack my barangbarang yesterday night. but when my alarm rang this morning, cant pull myself out of bed so decide not to go. tired! plus headache.. SORRY ALICIA!! still thinking whether to meet them for dinner anot.ahhhh.. a good day to tann my body ): nevermind, next

bad day!! (edited)

2008-05-02T09:54:00.012+08:00

+huat +debra.. <3----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------yesterday was a bad day. okay, back to talk about my bad day. someone suppose to meet me @my house bus stop, but in the end, he replied saying he just finish his basketball training. so nevermind, i went to school myself. kana pangseh. i dont like people who break promises. argh! hmmpf,

bad mood!

2008-04-29T15:06:00.004+08:00

something for you, my dear friend!great to see you being with someone you love. dont think so much, you deserve this/him. you know what i mean.(: if you've anything, just feel free to tell me which you've been doing la. just follow your heart. never ever regret! smiles=Dfirst, ignored my previous post because it's kind of stupid la. but i wont not delete it. i can only say that my relationship

cant sleep

2008-04-28T00:35:00.006+08:00

time check: 12.35amlocation: bed (listening to my blog song.)erm, cant sleep. why? i'm thinking, thinking of that person. i'm trying very hard to get that person out of my head, but at the end of the day i'll definitely think of that person. why is it so difficult to forget. 我愛的人不是我的愛人, why is it always the case. the feeling is gone, and never be back.I JUST REALISE THAT IT'S EXACTLY SIX MONTHS

weee~ i love my red rose!!

2008-04-26T23:32:00.010+08:00

我知道故事不會太曲折我總會遇見一個什麼人陪我過沒有了她的人生成家立業之類的等等她做了他覺得對的選擇我只好祝福她真的對了愛不到我最想要愛的人誰還能要我怎樣呢我愛的人　不是我的愛人她心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人他真幸福　幸福得真殘忍讓我又愛又恨　他的愛怎麼那麼深我愛的人　她已有了愛人從她們的眼神　說明了我不可能每當聽見　她或他說我們就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲ilove林宥嘉!!-------------------------------------------------------sentosa-ed today!! weather was damn good, and i manage to tann my body(: but, overly tann resulting in sunburnt, ouch, my back! okay, some of the freshies

mixture of feelings..

2008-04-25T23:45:00.005+08:00

weee~! end of second week (: almost met all my tutors and lecturers already, good and bad.. today, friday. marketing lecture and tutorial for the first 4 hours, lunch-ed with junior @canteen1. business communication for 1.5 hours. slack @clubhouse for awhile, then off to meet my darlings. kboxkboxkbox!!! from 7to10. and the captain allow us bring our dinner inside, except that cannot bring any

yes and no.

2008-04-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

i'm always on your side, but.. you're no longer on my side.

fa xie-ing

2008-04-22T23:48:00.007+08:00

i promise myself not to blog emo post, but this time i really really need to 'fa xie'!i think everything changed, no longer the same. idk whether it is my problem or yours, i guess you can feel it too. maybe it is more of me doing all those things that cause eveything to be different. i just dont know why i've been acting these way. I KNOW I MAY BE TOO SENSITIVE!! @#$%^&*^%$#@#$%i hope you will

smile (:

2008-04-21T20:53:00.006+08:00

2nd week has began. had my IS, understanding relationship. today's topic is about the ingredient in a good love relationship. trust, freedom, LOVE, respect, communication.. all that i want. haha. okay enough of that. i did something today.. muahahaha =Di'm happy!!!

2008-04-19T14:26:00.002+08:00

那时候的我一直在想到底依赖和恋爱有什么不同? 如果过去一切的一切都是我的错觉, 那未免也太真实了.对的人你问在我心中　是否还苦恼那次受伤　否决了爱的好谢谢你的关照　我一切都好一个人　不算困扰爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱我相信在(这个)世界上　一定会遇到对的人出现(在眼角)那次流过的泪　让我学习到如何祝福　如何转身　不要在眼泪体会到　与自己拥抱爱不是一种需要　是一种对照能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少然后得到多少并不计较当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好放手去爱　海阔天高喔... 耶...

volleyball, the link..

2008-04-19T01:27:00.005+08:00

firstly,sorry people! i wont reply the tags, unless it's something important..it's friday again. okay, ended my first week of school. how should i say, quite slack? cca fiesta on monday and tuesday. the response was overwhelming (: hundred and seventy plus freshies joined =x it's really alot!start our training on tuesday, and had some ice breaking games. we allowed them to try out some digging.

2008-04-16T20:13:00.002+08:00

thanks people, i just need some time to think..

):

2008-04-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

okay, that's simply how i feel now.. thinking too much. i just feel that everything's so unreal. friends..position..volleyball and people around me, thinking that i might lose all of these someday, and it's either they give up on me or otherwise.AND LASTLY, I DONT LOOK FORWARD TO THURSDAY'S TRAINING!sorry!

CCA FIESTA!!!!!!

2008-04-15T09:01:00.007+08:00

location: conventioncentre, volleyballbooth. preparation day. finally squeeze five of us in the photo we love mirror! force to be emo =xomg! president proposing to our dear vp (:

dislike..

2008-04-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

if you cant do what you say, please dont even say it in the first place. even if it's just a causal remark! do you know that hurts? i'm truely disappointed in you. can we just stopped this? iam tired. physically, mentally and emotionally.

iam happy today!

2008-04-09T01:31:00.002+08:00

okay, something's telling me that i've to blog.. or else people like huat would be reading the same post everyday =xstart with saturday, sentosa-ed with the gang. it's damn hot la! scared that my face will getburnt again, so i only play 2/3 games. and i keep applying sunblock lotion on my face, that so not me =x oh btw, i got my islander(:went movie with tri on sunday evening. rogue croc. after

i'm scared! ):

2008-04-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

town-ed with GERGER today to get my paycheck.freaking 230plus dollars only ): sad thing.gonna be super broke this month, and also next month andand also next next month.lunch-ed at hkcafe again, but this time xinwanghkcafe.had xinwang currychick ramen, whereas GER had pork curry with rice. nice~!then went shopping around. got myself something. YAY!! which i want it long ago lo.around 5, train-ed

love sick?

2008-04-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

not feeling well this few days, maybe lovesick?! laugh out loud.holidays are so-oh-boring. nothing to do, just simply sleep, eat, sleep. that's all. i want to go out! ):hongkong cafe-ing tomorrow (:

girls, we can do better! jiayou!!

2008-03-30T22:19:00.004+08:00

okay, shall blog before i sleep =Dsaturday's friendly was so not good, lose all matches. it's not that they're better than us, we're so not-on-form. played subset, then setter. i think the net is lower than expected. the cj girls keep dropping balls which i really hate that. argh! ohh btw, the guys won 4:1. && jocelyn, you did a great job as a captain. you really try your best to boost our morale

oinkoink, pig!!

2008-03-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

photo taken at chalet (:wasted my whole day today x) slept until 12noon. had lunch and used notebie awhile, went back to sleep again. And this time until 4pm =x laugh out loud! bathe and went for training. in the end, no training cause it's raining. had some talking. i rather stay out than doing nothing at home. hehee.tomorrow having friendly with cjc! pray that it dont rain (: *dear god, ..amen*

hugs.

2008-03-27T22:54:00.004+08:00

"A silent hug means a thousand words to an unhappy heart."A hug can break down barriers that sometimes words cannot do. At times, it can speak more than any words can say. We bond with a hug. We find comfort with a hug. We greet and separate from each other with a hug. We establish human contact and interaction with a hug. It costs nothing but a simple act of caring and kindness.i need hugs too!!

2008-03-27T14:06:00.003+08:00

back from chalet!

emo?!

2008-03-26T00:23:00.006+08:00

He has been the treasure in my hand. He has been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that he would always be there. But then there will come a day, when I will turn my head and he will slip away.How can I say that he’s the only thing on my mind? We’re suppose to be just friends, but for me there’s so much more. I just don’t know how to tell him. I looked at him a

people around us.

2008-03-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.Some people move our souls to dance.They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.And everytime I try to leave,something keeps pulling me backtelling me I need you in my

SENTOSA!!!!

2008-03-22T23:53:00.007+08:00

It's funny when you find yourselfLooking from the outsideI'm standing here but all I wantIs to be over thereWhy did I let myself believeMiracles could happenCause now I have to pretendThat I don't really careI thought you were my fairytaleA dream when I'm not sleepingA wish upon a starThat's coming trueBut everybody else could tellThat I confused my feelings with the truthWhen there was me and

2008-03-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

er, sentosa-ed today. with weixiong, travis, jocelyn, benedick, kaihua and friend, ron, huat, kelvin and friend. now, i'm red, burnt =x gonna be so dead. 'funniest' thing of the day, joce and me merry-go-round-ing in the toilet. secret between us, haha!!photos up soon!made up my mind on something and only kor knows. and weixiong, i'm not kidding when i say that this morning(:

2008-03-20T23:44:00.004+08:00

):seeing friends acting these way, totally sucks!especially when i can't do anything.hurting.or maybe because i'm too naive,this friend thing really sucks.i don't see that in my secondary circle of friends,or is it because poly people act like these?people, get real!!

2008-03-19T21:10:00.003+08:00

one word to describe my feeling today'happy' (:

2008-03-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

hello.blogging now. training was okay today, except for the matches part. i suddenly feel abit left out. is it because i went over to play with the seniors? i dont know, just feel quite weird. dont like the kind of feeling. lesser and lesser of people going for training, i dont like that either. maybe it's because of holidays, people have to work and stuff. and people like me who is currently

2008-03-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAVE AND WEIKIAT!!went vivocity with brother to get presents for the boys(xiong, kiat and huat), but got nothing. had superdog for lunch and cab-ed home. Because brother wanna go JB with his friends to get something. reach-ed home, slack a little while and meet xiong at bb. dave's birthday party! nah, went too early. got nothing to do except slacking in the 'mahjong room'. talked

2008-03-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

people, i'm finally blogging something proper (: but firstly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WEIXIONG KOR!!for the past three days, i've been rotthing at home(other than going training on tuesday) so, what did i do? using my notebook to do my favourite things, watching video or rather watching movies online. caught happy potter series, nice! and i'm still watching it now.ohoh, by the way i changed my handphone

2008-03-09T00:11:00.004+08:00

被爱情伤了又伤. 相信这个他不一样, 却又再一次受伤.我是个傻瓜！

2008-03-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

say you love me, please?!jiayou, girls' team for the match we be having later!!

2008-03-07T12:24:00.003+08:00

all i can said is thanks alot *gan dong* and sorry to let you people see that side of me. i just need some time and i think it'll be a very long time. but no worries, it'll not affect my volleyball performance this saturday(TOMORROW!)and felice, you're my BFF too. really really thank you to be there by my side when i need someone. *hugs*

2008-03-06T14:15:00.003+08:00

something that i want to keep inside my heart forever.something that i have to keep inside my heart forever.something that i should keep inside my heart forever.something that i have no choice but to keep inside my heart forever.something that i will keep inside my heart forever.that,makes my heartache.but seeing you cry, makes me wanna stay by your side.默默地，静静的，陪在你身边.

2008-03-05T23:12:00.003+08:00

not in a good mood today. ): seriously, i really cannot take it. don't give me this kind of.... nevermind, don't feel like saying, almost burst out when doing free spike today. like what kor said , i'm not my usual self today.i'm hurt.心痛的感觉如此强烈.我宁愿藏心里面.

a day with love!

2008-03-02T23:27:00.005+08:00

yea, went out with laogong today! actually not only her, yq kor and yx also there. seoul garden-ed at causeway point. eat until super full(: shop around for awhile then proceed to bugis, my favourite shopping place. erm, sad to say got nothing from bugis street. but got myself 4 pairs of socks, a bag and perfume at the junction. (: happy! today consider quite okay, spent around 85bucks. went home

2008-03-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF WORK AT BB.cam-whore abit because it's the last day. really gonna miss them, colleagues, kitchen staff who always 'bully' me(ahping, ahyuen, ahdi), aunty mary, brother. as usual, end work at 5 and rush down for training. i think the girls' team should really buckup. let's jiayou together!!!(:went sentosa today! ): quite disappointed by the number who turn up, pathetic 5(alicia, shawn,

2008-02-28T21:10:00.009+08:00

THIS IS TODAY'S BIRTHDAY GIRL MOM.celebrated mom brithday at bbp swensen,she cried! 感动leh. dad and mom firehouse icecream banana crumble如果说爱已不可为那我宁愿藏心里面其实我害怕会失去你的感觉怎么会开始对你有了感觉又深怕朋友默契转身不见矛盾着犹豫不决没准备跨越爱的界线深陷朋友恋人之间的危险进与退被爱包围these days, memories with you flashed through my mind. really missed those days. and it feels so different without you around. but, am i allow to feel this way?