one word to say, 'tired'! i was working non-stop. cant even get enough sleep ): projects due but still have to work. i think that i'm too stupid. i'm a full-time student, not a full-time bbth waitress. like yesterday and every friday, after school i have to rush to work. end work at 1030 that day and the next day, work at 10am. and you know what time i end work?? 10pm. this means that i work for 10hours excluding the 2 hours break. and later i gonna start work at 3pm. hais! i dont deserve all this. i'm just too 'softhearted'. i really really feel like crying OUT LOUD! i'm very stress, no matter is school or work. i used to be the girl who had alot of free time, going home for dinner everyday and had no worries. but now, i hardly stay home and eat, and had to worriy about alot of things. i miss 'sticking' to my mother like i used to be in secondary school. the time we spend together now is damn little lo. i suddenly miss my mom, dad and bro although they are just a wall away from me now.

okayy, i cant take it anymore. ): shall end here.