EVERYTHING!

hey people,i am here to post.mm,let's see where should i start?

i really think that it's kinda of difficult to forget someone,not liking/loving someone.for me,i tend to like someone easily,but sooner or later i found out they are just infatuation.this time round it's different.i never imagine that i can fall for someone so deeply whereby i give my all just to see him happy,doing all the things that i can think of to cheer him up.crying for him,drinking for him.i really really got to thank him.learning more about my true self because of him.you know what,i had this weird dream just now.going out and shopping with her.she is someone i dont know,and dont wish to know.why would she appears in my dream?i bet she dont even know my existence.argh.why do i care so much about her?hate it.

this few days i have been mugging for my blaw.feel a sense of satisfaction when i complete it.not really completed,but at least i read through everything and sort of understand what is it all about.i was suppose to meet mr lim,my blaw tutor for revision but was postponed to monday w my tutorial questions completed.i dont wna fail blaw!i have mwa final test tommorrow,and i have read through the notes,hope i can pass.i feel kind of weird as i never start my revision that early before ever since i got into poly.laugh out loud.

i cant wait for exam to be over.then i can work,earn money!i want new clothes,new haviana slipper,new bag,new perfume,new lingerie,new bikini,new mp3,get my hair done(looks kind of messy now),slim down,etc.but before everything starts,do some catching up with my girls.i will be meeting gervina and valerie this coming friday for a movie session,and i hope i will be able to meet caiyun,somgling,jieying soon too.kboxkboxkbox!!!and also committee gathering soon okay?then we can talk,bond,sing, play volleyball and whatever under the sun.

this question pop out suddenly. am i very 'dao'/unfriendly?seems that i cant really bond w people,especially people that i just know.i may be friendly in msn,but i realise i dont really talk to people face to face.like to my 'ou xiang'/idol.i alwas got this feeling that by being too friendly,people might feel that you are trying to get close to him/her.i just dont like it.but actually i am a nice person,try to talk to me.so if you wna know me better,take the first step.


我慢慢的 跟着月亮一路往回走
夏天的风 吹在脸上感觉寂寞
我知道你 有几秒钟也想念他
我心疼你 但心中有点痛
一个爱情习题 一种未完待续
一句在雨伞下你说的对不起
亲爱的我们都会错
我了解原因是什么
你不要哭 一切 我都晓得
你听时间 它一步一步往前走
你知道的 到最后爱你的是我
你快乐吗 我心中只有这句话
我会把眼泪收在口袋中
一个爱情习题 一种未完待续
一声在山谷中大喊的我爱你
亲爱的我们都会错
有什么不能原谅呢
没有关系 让我 等你回头
一个爱情习题 一种未完待续
一声在山谷中大喊的我爱你
亲爱的我们都会错
有什么不能原谅呢
没有关系 让我 等你回头
爱你的人 是我 不会错